Human

How do you break through someones
defense's. To get through their
walls to who they really are. I've
ask myself this question so many times
about you. I thought at first if I was
just your friend eventually there would
be a break in defense and yet nothing.


Maybe I need to wait longer I understand
don't misunderstand me I'm not giving up.
Your a mystery I want to understand and
I'll wait a lifetime if I have to, just to
discover whats underneath. I prayed for you
one day, I went to my knees and begged
protection over you. I don't know why but
I wanted you to be safe.

Your defense's are shrewd and cunning they
are alot like mine. Perhaps that's why I
stay. I've found someone just like me in someways
saying everything and nothing all the time.
Maybe that's why we're friends because we both
understand that we are so much alike and yet
neither one of us is willing to drop our guard
for the other.

Eventually a time will come where we will either
destroy each other or help each other.
Our defense's our similar our words are sometimes
perfectly synced. We've both rehearsed the words
the expressions the topics, covering every basis
so no one ever sees, so no one ever gets in.
We are pros at what we do but we're not proud of
that. Because it leaves us in a very lonely box
we've encased ourselves in letting few people near
enough to see.

I don't know if I'm a mystery to you as you are to
me. But that's ok like I said I'll wait a lifetime
to figure you out, even if I get a small glimpse
I know it'll be worth it. I wish I could tell you
that you can trust me but I can't do that because
words are never enough. Promises are words falling
like snow, soon to melt and fade away. All I can do
is just try to prove it to you.

We'll figure each other out someday once we drop this
charade and burn our masks and see the other as not what
we pretend to be but what we are.

Human


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