Crumble

all that's happened, all that has become
has driven me to one place.
A place of complete insecurity I just don't
know what to think. Will you stay? Will you
leave? Will you betray me?
How do I know? How do I believe that I'm not
being set up once more, I just don't know if
I can take anymore.


Oh please if your sent to destroy me then just
do it, don't play games with me don't dance around
me leaving me with dreams that you care and hopes
that you won't hurt me. If your here to kill me just
do it, take your knife and kill me now I have nothing
left to lose I just want it to be over.

I know I'm supposed to say strong but I just don't feel like
I can anymore, I don't know what to believe or who will
betray me next, I come to see that when you open yourself
up to anyone your immediately vulnerable, any minute they
could turn on you leaving you diving frantically trying to
pull it all back together, the fear of what they do next
lurks in the shadows.


Falling apart is not an option, so if you here to destroy me
just do it now, so I may have the reason, I may have the reason
to crumble to the ground with not care of who sees.
For my heart to bleed out in agony and no one to stop it, my
destruction would be so simple...so easy. Just stab me, just beat
me, just do it all I don't care anymore. Just get it over with the
wait is driving me to my knees in anguish.


And if your not here to destroy me then show me I can trust you
show me that all that has happened is not my end.
I only wish to find some peace some solace just the place to sit
and regain some strength, some stability some...place to breathe.


If you want to destroy this soul you don't have much work left to
do, there isn't much left to destroy. Your job will be quick and
easy. I will give it to you quickly for the sake of it just being
over. Destroy me, see if I care, maybe I'll find some peace, some
life perhaps. If you really want to see me crumble.

I give up, I give in.
God save us, perhaps it'll be over soon....
God save our souls, if we make it through this night...
God save me again for no one else can.